:: All That You Can't Leave Behind ::

Quote Of The Moment: "I can see the headlines now... Life Not Like A Bowl Of Cherries For Man Hit By Car!" - Kem, debating wether or not to go running or go to the store for cherries instead.

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:: Current Song(s) Emanating From My Speakers: "There's More To Me Than You" - Jessica Andrews ::

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Madam Secretary By Madeleine K. Albright
The Insult By Rupert Thomson
Prison Writings: My Life Is My Sun Dance By Leonard Peltier

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The current mood of colour_my_life@hotmail.com at www.imood.com

:: Monday, September 06, 2004 ::

Trust Issues

I'm scared. Totally freaking scared right now. I'm going to march into my manager's office tomorrow and give her my two weeks notice. I'm going to enroll in the Fall II term at LCC. I'm bouncing off the walls right now with pure anxiety. I'm officially a walking Xanax commercial waiting to happen.

For once in my fucking life I'd like to be able to make a big/major life decision and not have any doubts. I don't want to question every fucking thing and nitpick it to death. I want to make the choice and be done with it. I don't want to sit here at this computer and feel like tears will fall at any moment because I'm freaking out.

:: Estoy_Libre 8:35 PM [+] ::
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