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Quote Of The Moment: "I can see the headlines now... Life Not Like A Bowl Of Cherries For Man Hit By Car!" - Kem, debating wether or not to go running or go to the store for cherries instead.

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The current mood of colour_my_life@hotmail.com at www.imood.com

:: Friday, May 07, 2004 ::

I can't believe that I've been so neglectful of you all for almost a month! I honestly don't have energy anymore. I think that this job is slowly killing me or something to that effect. The weeks go by in an utter blur due to the fact that my routine has mainly consisted of waking up, working, coming home with some humble scraps, watching The Cosby Show then SOAPNet till I drift off on the couch. When I do bother to wake from that I drag myself to bed where I sleep till work again. Can't you just feel the excitement of this emanating off to you?

Yeah I thought as much...

I've been doing this since I started working there over a month ago. The isolation is suffocating to put it mildly. My social life has been shot execution-style and I'm feeling quite wonderful about that.

As I type I am feeling woeful of the fact that in a mere 20 minutes I must be physically present for something that I've quite quickly come to detest. To think that I took a freakin' pay cut (!) to work here. I was so desperate to get away from Kroger that I leapt into the open arms of the first employer that would have me. Yeah I feel cheap...

I can't hold out any longer or I'll be late... Imagine that... But I'm not bitter... Hell no...

:: Estoy_Libre 2:14 PM [+] ::
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