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:: Tuesday, March 09, 2004 ::
Earth Erotica
Well I do believe I've found a website that will now be occupying most of my free time.
Again... At least it wasn't Kroger.
It's only Tuesday but it's been a long last week or so. I interviewed at CKBC on Thursday and they want me back for a second interview which is tomorrow. I'm still not thrilled with the hours but I've come to the understanding that if I don't get away from Kroger soon then I will go insane, more so than I already am. I took this past weekend to work everything out in my head and figure out if this is really what I want to do.
I've come to realize that I'm horribly afraid of failing. I think that's why it's taken me so long to do this (i.e. find another job), among other things. I'm so freaked out by the idea of not doing it right, messing it up, that I psych myself out and don't won't do it. I'm tired of doing that. All I'm managing to do is letting myself down. I don't want to miss out on life anymore. I read somewhere in the latest issue of "O: The Oprah Magazine" that if your not doing something that makes you the slightest bit anxious then your not getting out of your comfort zone. In essence your not really stretching yourself. You're not making the most out of life. I'm going to try and make myself uncomfortable, do something interesting and crazy. I don't want life to pass me by and realize that I never really tried with anything that I did. If you try your best you can never feel like you've failed because what more can you ask of yourself?
BTW... Go here! I really want this woman's book.
My! Those Russians sure are CRAZY.
Just when you thought dead cows were safe...
:: Estoy_Libre 10:47 PM [+] ::
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